Why can't I ever be the one who feels weak and venerable? Why do I always have to show others that they will be ok while I am still here in the dark alone.
Is it because I am a male and it comes with the job? Is it because of how I used to enjoy the solitude that was my life? I wish for once I could show that I need encouragement every now and then myself .... but I can't I don't know how to take compliments or any caring words from anyone so I continue to feel alone .... no one seems to care if I have a bad day week month or year because I'm always the same regardless.
